MEANING OF AFTERGLOW

REMAINED IN TEARS"

                    "  REMAINED IN TEARS "


                       SHE WANTS ME AS ONLY A FRIEND.AND TRUELY I REMAINED FRIEND ONLY.SHE WANTED ME TO BE HAPPY AND I ACT UPON THAT TOO.BUT HOW TO TELL HER THAT RELATIONSHIP CHANGES GRADUALLY THAT NOW I M IN LOVE WITH HER.
                     I FEARED THAT IF U REFUSES I LOST MY GOOD FRIEND TOO. IT S THE STORY OF EVERY PERSON .BUT IN MY CASE PROBLEM IS THAT.

                     ONCE IN FRONT OF U I HAVE PROPOSEED A GIRL AND WITH TIME I FOUND THAT IT WAS NOTHING.OH GOD WAT THE HELL I DID NOW HOW CAN THE THINGS CAN BE CHANGED ..I PUT EVERYTHING ON DESTINY NOW AND WAITING FOR U MY LOVE..  " MY AFTERGLOW"
I M LIVING IN YOUR MEMORIES ,I M DIEING IN YOUR SEPERATION....

tags: love-pain-separation

posted 2008-12-04 in blog 112 views 

TO remember myself

ING N PAINING SO HARD

now its paining ,
its paining so hard,
im complaining
n complaining and bcoming coward.

but times goes on,
with beats in my mind,
i shut eyes,moves on,
with my life rewind,

i stood up,i try
i abuse d life,i cry,
i spit on it,feel dry,

now its paining ,
its paining so hard,
im gaining
n gaining so hazard.

i run through friends,
i run to all ends,
i laugh,i giggle,
only to pretend,

this filth the life,
make u have no choice,
this sorrow now stich to soul,
ur life is nthing but mire of whole,

now its irritating,
irritating aloud,
i try escaping n
escaping but drowning inward,
its paining so hard,
i becoming coward,
im complaining
but i m gaining,
i m gaining,
i mgaining,
the pain so hard.

tags: love pain sacrifice