TO remember myself

ING N PAINING SO HARD

now its paining ,
its paining so hard,
im complaining
n complaining and bcoming coward.

but times goes on,
with beats in my mind,
i shut eyes,moves on,
with my life rewind,

i stood up,i try
i abuse d life,i cry,
i spit on it,feel dry,

now its paining ,
its paining so hard,
im gaining
n gaining so hazard.

i run through friends,
i run to all ends,
i laugh,i giggle,
only to pretend,

this filth the life,
make u have no choice,
this sorrow now stich to soul,
ur life is nthing but mire of whole,

now its irritating,
irritating aloud,
i try escaping n
escaping but drowning inward,
its paining so hard,
i becoming coward,
im complaining
but i m gaining,
i m gaining,
i mgaining,
the pain so hard.

tags: love pain sacrifice